(BE)AUTIF(U)L

I notice that most of teenage girls (including me) nowadays have common problem. Yup, what else if it's not INSECURITY. Why do they feel so? According to my observation and experience (cewah macam dah berpuluh tahun hidup je), they don't feel confident of themselves. I mean, they always compare themselves with others especially with the magazine models. They should know that the company of the magazine photoshop the models so that they look better than in reality. Just look at Kate Perry those hollywood models.

Also, underage kids who are mostly in primary school and lower form. They act like they are mature than their actual age which makes teenage girls become more insecure. They wear high heels, fashionable branded garments and even expert in talking about love. Wow! Kids nowadays are so much mature eh.

For these reasons, youths feel that they are ugly at most of the time. They are shy to talk to people awkward to do something publicly because their spirits are down already. Girls are supposed to know that they are beautiful, no matter what, inside or outside. Inner beauty is more important than outside appearance. Although there are some beautiful young girls on Vine and Twitter, sometimes they use rude words when communicate with people. I don't think we should consider that is beautiful.

Every person is beautiful in their own way. Some people are beautiful because of their flawless face and perfect body shape. Some are normal but their confident makes they look more beautiful than others. Some have courage on trying new fashion and have good manners.

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

One may see a person's beauty but not to others. You just have to be yourself no need to be hypocrite. Of all people out there who don't see your beauty, there must be at least a person who notices you.

So, to be beautiful, the key point is just be yourself. You don't just need make up but must be well-mannered as well. You shouldn't compare yourself with others as you might be diffident of yourself. You should always be grateful for what you have so that you live happily with your life. When you're happy for being yourself, yknow you're beautiful.

Final decision - ADFP

Hi. Oh yeah since I don't register myself in UniKL MIAT, so imma enroll on this friday. Yep, will be taking ADFP in INTEC.

What's ADFP anyway? It's American Degree Foundation Programme a.k.a "All Day Fun & Play". Not sure how fun it is, but they say it's easier than IB but almost the same as A-Level but the hardest thing is the GRADING SYSTEM!!!! Smh.

Hm, nvm I believe different course has their own different difficulties. Even foundation in Malaysia also is not really easy yknow. I've been experienced it, so I hope I can make it in INTEC.

Here are some of blogs that practically help me in finding some infos on ADFP. I think they help A LOT in raising one's spirit. If you wanna know further about this course, check out these blogs:

• THIS BLOG
• ANOTHER BLOG

Also, I even asked the guy who wrote about this programme on his blog through email. It really helped!

Here are my freshie annoying questions and his helpful answers.

So, I've finally widen my view on this course. I (finally) know more and get mentally prepared before I start my lessons. Bukan apa. At least I'd know ways how to survive soon. Do I sound really semangat........ hahahahahahahahaha but at least I get to know more! So feel a bit secure rite.

I'd like to thank the guy who wrote the blog. Thank you so much for enlightening me. May Allah bless him for his kindness and sincere. Wish me luck in pursuing success! Dunya and akhirat, in shaa Allah. *showing biceps*

Which one?

Hi, would like to express here on what happened yesterday.

Semalam I was so disappointed nak mati tahap idk what to say about my JPJ test. Macam mana lah boleh fail kat bukit. Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh padahal benda senang tau time driving class tak pernah terundur pun. Bila JPJ lah handbrake pulak tersekat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aduh menyesal gila tk tipu haih donno when to take the test after I get enrolled into college.

Talking about college, I haven't decided which college should I enroll. I mean like....... allow me to tell this. Not gonna showing off, seriously. No hate. I'm in dilemma right now.

So, if you're given choices between MARA and JPA offers, which one will you choose?

I've done some research on Google (eceh research. Google cukup) on both JPA and MARA. Both have pros and cons.

JPA: the concept used is bonding at least 6 tahun after grad. Means, gotta kerja under government but gaji tak masyuk ah. But peluang kerja dah ada. Lagipun, engineering banyak scope so mostly banyak nak engineers walaupun dah berlambak kat Malaysia ni engineer.

MARA:  the concept used is loan but may change according to result. Means, if got pointer above 3.5 you gotta pay at least 10% based on each course. Kerja tak terjamin boleh dapat but can work with GLC or private companies! Tu cam bonus gak ah but risiko dia agak tinggi. Kalau tak bayar habis, all your family sampai keturunan cucu beranak pinak tk boleh apply MARA, MRSM and such. So, have to pay jugak no matter what after grad! Tu cons dia.

Ni under MARA. Gonna enroll on 6/7, this sunday.  Aviation. Bunyi macam best kan? Memang best pun acutally but in Malaysia agak susah nak cari kerja UNLESS if you get enrolled in training center like DTS (Dilog Training & Services) and APR (Aero Precision Resources). Russia problem satu je: the language. Kalau grad dari uni, susah sikit nak kerja kat bahagian hanger sebab kena ambil license dulu baru boleh. So, when my fella told me this, I become more confuseeeee which one to choose haiyo.

Why? Because out of the blues I got JPA! Yang aku tak apply pulak tu.... .____. ...... donno how and why. Alhamdulillah rezeki, but there's one thing that makes my spirit down.

MAK OIH!!!!!!

IKR BOLEH HEART ATTACK TENGOK NI :"""""( Tinggi gila marking range dia and sangat kejam haih.

Hence, that's why I'm counfused right now. Either MARA or JPA.................... People around me encourage me to take the JPA because:
1. US
2. US
3. Russia sebab language problem
4. Kerja terjamin
5. & US

Sebab MOST of people yang bagi suggestion to me pandang US/UK rather than other country especially Russia yang dikatakan country based communist. But my cousin said US sounds scarier --' Ok lagi confuse aku.

Pray for me which should I choose. In shaa Allah that decision will be the best.