Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Too busy to even care
I've been hurt several times by the same person, but I can't find solid reason on why I still have the heart to even love him again. again, and again.
Every time I try to move on, you will eventually come back to me. But the girl, keeps chasing after you. WHY? Which one of you is true? You said that you guys were just FRIENDS, but she keeps tweeting about how she loves you so much, about how SWEET you guys being LOVEBIRDS.
I can't decide whether to still fall for you or move on, live on my life like normal one.
I can't do anything but to pray the best for you, and for us. It's your right to make your own decision whether to choose her or to not think about this lovey dovey stuff.
Tired. Exhausted. Disappointed. I swear I can't unlove you but I need to in order to live my life, to feel normal again. I don't want to matter about her, about your relationship with her and about your feeling towards me. No. Please, stop... I'm terribly tired with all these drama thingy. From now on, I won't care about her anymore. Too busy to even care. I've so much stuffs to do rather than concerning about this matter.
I hope you will fly to US, with or without me, I don't mind but I hope you'll fly there with flying colors instead of failing to achieve requirements needed and terminating scholarship.
May Allah bless you, me, and all of us.
Every time I try to move on, you will eventually come back to me. But the girl, keeps chasing after you. WHY? Which one of you is true? You said that you guys were just FRIENDS, but she keeps tweeting about how she loves you so much, about how SWEET you guys being LOVEBIRDS.
I can't decide whether to still fall for you or move on, live on my life like normal one.
I can't do anything but to pray the best for you, and for us. It's your right to make your own decision whether to choose her or to not think about this lovey dovey stuff.
Tired. Exhausted. Disappointed. I swear I can't unlove you but I need to in order to live my life, to feel normal again. I don't want to matter about her, about your relationship with her and about your feeling towards me. No. Please, stop... I'm terribly tired with all these drama thingy. From now on, I won't care about her anymore. Too busy to even care. I've so much stuffs to do rather than concerning about this matter.
I hope you will fly to US, with or without me, I don't mind but I hope you'll fly there with flying colors instead of failing to achieve requirements needed and terminating scholarship.
May Allah bless you, me, and all of us.
